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Its like about 2 weeks since i lasted posted.



Recently, i find my life too suxs... This remaining 1 yr 9 months (or should i say left with 1 yr 8 months and 2 weeks) is a long journey, super long. I never realize time passes so slowly this week.

And again, i am down with fever and sore thoart. My whole body is feeling very aching now. And i just measured my temperature - 38.4. I am so tired now. And my the bone at my armpit there is aching for 6 weeks already. I seen two doctors and both keep say is muscle ache. 6 weeks of muscle ache? How can it be? Why cant doctor refer me to specialist for a scan.

This week, i again feel myself is old already. NS end on 2011 June (which is when i am 23 years old) then if i want to study again, i cant imagine how old am i when i start working. I think i need some future planning but its very difficult to plan. I cant see any good years ahead. My destination is unknown. All i know now is waiting for days to past (and hopefully as fast as possible).

Ending here, i need to book in tonight with high temeprature again.